{"id":3796,"date":"2019-12-12T19:19:02","date_gmt":"2019-12-12T18:19:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/forfulgtekristne.dk\/2019\/12\/12\/interview-andrew-brunson-var-paa-selvmordets-rand-i-faengslet\/"},"modified":"2024-04-17T11:21:15","modified_gmt":"2024-04-17T09:21:15","slug":"interview-andrew-brunson-was-on-the-verge-of-suicide-in-prison","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/forfulgtekristne.dk\/en\/2019\/12\/12\/interview-andrew-brunson-var-paa-selvmordets-rand-i-faengslet\/","title":{"rendered":"Interview: Andrew Brunson was on the verge of suicide in prison"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span data-contrast=\"none\">Of all places, I had lunch with\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">Norine<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\u00a0and Andrew\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">Brunson<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\"> In restaurants<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">rant\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">Miklagaard<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\u00a0in Copenhagen.\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">Miklagaard<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\u00a0was the name<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\u00a0Vikings used for Constantinople, as Istanbul was called in its Byzantine (Christian)<\/span><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-13656 alignright\" src=\"https:\/\/forfulgtekristne.dk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/norine-andrew-brunson-samuel-nymann-eriksen-1-scaled.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><span data-contrast=\"none\">e) period.<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:240}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"none\">Before\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">Media coverage.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\u00a0Turkey's imprisonment of Pastor Andrew\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">Brunson<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">,\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">urged<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\u00a0Mission Possible<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\u00a0to intercede for him<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">. In addition.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\u00a0sent Danes<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\u00a0through the Danish European Mission<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\u00a0hundreds of letters of appeal to the Turkish Ministry of Interior requesting<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\u00a0Andrew was released.<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:240}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><b><span data-contrast=\"none\">Brunson<\/span><\/b><b><span data-contrast=\"none\">\u00a0thank you very much for this support<\/span><\/b><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"none\">Andrew says:\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\"<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">We would like to thank the supporters of the Danish European Mission and everyone else<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\u00a0who have been praying for us. I definitely needed your prayers.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">. The<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\u00a0helped keep me going in prison, so I'm very grateful. I also want to<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\u00a0I want you to know that your prayers helped me get out of Turkey, but God did something much bigger than that - he used me like a magnet<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\u00a0that attracted prayer for this region<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\"><\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">E<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">n\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">Today you will see that\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">I\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">was involved in something much bigger than getting me out of prison. God will use this to bring harvest.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\"<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"none\">Norine<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\u00a0Adds:\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\"<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">You need to know<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\"> How grateful we are<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">. We would like to<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\u00a0We could thank you all face to face, but this is the best<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\u00a0we can do, so if we meet you, say hello to us<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\u00a0Tell them you prayed<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">and we want to give you a hug and thank you.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">\"<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><b><i><span data-contrast=\"none\">Did you experience the tangible presence of God in prison?<\/span><\/i><\/b><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">A few years ago, we changed\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Norines<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0and my ministry evolved as we began to experience more of God's presence. I was\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">thirsty<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"><\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">after his glory<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0and we experienced miracles<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0and that the Lord revealed himself to us. We chased God to find\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">h<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">an's presence. We wanted to hear\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">h<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">an's voice. To know\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">h<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">an's presence. We did church planting. We had a house of prayer, but the only focus was to be near\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">h<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">am.<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Some people have said to me<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">:<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"><\/span><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Andrew, God loves you so much<\/span><\/i><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><\/i><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0that he sent you to prison for 2 years so it was just you and him. Just the two of you together.<\/span><\/i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">. That sounds really great, just me and him. Let me tell you<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0You,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0what is\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">i\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">truly<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">present<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0happened.<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">First I was put in solitary confinement<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0and I was scared. I knew that<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0that there was a strong spiritual power<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0that kept me there<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0and I didn't know<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0when I was released. I was alone, locked in a room. No books, no paper, no pencil. It was just me and a bed. During the first week in solitary confinement, I actually felt the presence of God. I was very scared, but I sought comfort in<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0that the Lord was close to me. I thought.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> that maybe I should write a book with the title: No<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Weather - the basic need.<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> <a href=\"https:\/\/udfordringen.dk\/2019\/09\/jeg-var-paa-selvmordets-rand\/\">After a few days, I completely lost the sense of God's presence.<\/a> He bl<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">ev remained silent and stayed silent for two years. I could not believe it.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"><\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">How did you experience it?<\/span><\/i><\/b><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">I was desperate for his presence, but I couldn't sense him. So I cried out to God in my longing, but it was like talking to a wall. I felt completely overwhelmed.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">abandoned you.\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:240}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Was in jail with 20 strongly devout Muslims<\/span><\/i><\/b><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">In the two years that Andrew\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Brunsen<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0was imprisoned, he spent a long time in a cell in a high-security prison. Here he was locked up with 20 fellow Muslim prisoners.\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">The bath<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0and recited\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">K<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">The orans in shifts<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0and encouraged each other to pray<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">.<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"<\/span><\/i><\/b><span data-contrast=\"auto\">I missed being with b<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">lot one Christian. They did not understand my suffering, doubts and questions. The reason why<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0that they could not understand it<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0was because I have a different expectation of God. God describes himself as a father.\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">That makes me<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0His son. He also describes himself as a jealous husband and I am the object of his passion and love.\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Men<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0Which father is silent<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0when his son calls for help? So I couldn't understand the distance<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0and I couldn't understand the silence from him<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0Who loved me.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Did you have a Bible in prison?<\/span><\/i><\/b><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"It was a struggle to get a Bible and it was several months before I got a Bible.\" <\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Norine<\/span><\/i><\/b><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">How did your life go on?<\/span><\/i><\/b><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"Andrew was my top priority. I mobilized prayers, tried to get him out through diplomatic channels and looked for ways to encourage him. Our children were far away from us, which was hard,\" recalls\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Norine<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0with a serious look on his face.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Andrew indsk<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">yder: \"<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">We were allowed to meet every other month, for 35 minutes at a time<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">separated by glass. She was the only one<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0who listened to me, spoke truth to me and corrected me.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"<\/span><\/p>\n<p><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">So behind every strong man, there is an even stronger woman?<\/span><\/i><\/b><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Yes, she is a lioness,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0Andrew says with a smile.<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Where did you find your power?\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Norine<\/span><\/i><\/b><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">?<\/span><\/i><\/b><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"Sometimes I had the strength for more, sometimes less. We had a church that surrounded us with prayer, so I wasn't alone. I had to recognize that there were limits to what I could do. In the morning I prayed: Help me<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">through this day. I spent a lot of time in the presence of God, both in prayer and in silence. I asked, how can I help Andrew when I am discouraged myself?\"\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">What was it like to be together again as a married couple after your release?<\/span><\/i><\/b><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"It's actually been easy, but I have some trauma from that time that I need to work through. It's made me a little harder to live with in some ways,\" says Andrew. \"But it's great to be together again. She carried me through prison, so the intimacy continued even though we were apart.\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">For example<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0we read the same texts in Bib<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">e<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">len while I was in prison\".\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Norine<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0adds<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">:<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"><\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"S<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Even if he has changed<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">then there is<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0actually some<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0stuff<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0I appreciate more about Andrew<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0now<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0than before<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0You may have become more compassionate with people<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0who are struggling<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,\" she says<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">as she sends a\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">lovingly\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">look to\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">her husband.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"><\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">I used to be a project person<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"><\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">who thought about<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0what the price was for the service<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0narrator\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Andrew<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"><\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"I<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0has now been broken, has seen my weakness and understands<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0if people can be afraid. I would still say that we should be willing to suffer, but perhaps put it more mildly.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Was it worst at night?<\/span><\/i><\/b><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"I<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0had demonic nightmares at night<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">but<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0days\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">was\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">also tough as I had nothing to do<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">. There was<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0No books<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"><\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">I was afraid of going insane. There were times when I slipped into insanity but pulled myself back. I contemplated suicide so I was sure I didn't lose my faith during mental illness. I remembered Jesus saying: tear out your eye if it offends you. It is better to go to heaven one-eyed. From this erroneous thinking, I thought it would be better to go to heaven.\"<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">It is interesting<\/span><\/i><\/b><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><\/i><\/b><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0you don't just talk about it<\/span><\/i><\/b><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><\/i><\/b><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0you experienced during imprisonment as persecution, but also as an ordeal anyone can experience?<\/span><\/i><\/b><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Yes, some experience similar trials, but not in a\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">context of persecution. The circumstances of our<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">s<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0trials may be different, but the things<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0that are tested in our<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">It<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0heart, are the same<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0-<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0for the human heart<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">r<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0are the same. I emphasize that your ordeal is enough for you, more than enough for\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">that\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Knock you down. It doesn't make sense to compare trials, except to encourage others and tell them that someone has come through<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0the<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"><\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Have you seen sides of God<\/span><\/i><\/b><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><\/i><\/b><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0you haven't seen before?<\/span><\/i><\/b><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"Before, we had\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">I\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">not seen God do something very big and miraculous. I had seen healings, but not him actually doing something very big. That he started a worldwide prayer movement, that presidents were talking about my cause.\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">In one magazine it was written<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">I was the most expensive prisoner in the world when the Istanbul stock exchange lost 40 billion dollars in value (due to US sanctions, ed.). I said: God, you have really done something great. I've been surprised at how unpredictable God is.\"\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"I thought.<\/span><\/i><\/b><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><\/i><\/b><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0I was tough, but the challenges in prison exceeded my strength\"<\/span><\/i><\/b><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"My deepest sorrow was being separated from my wife, who is my closest friend, and being separated from my children. I feared that I would never see them again. I cried bitterly.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-13662 alignright\" src=\"https:\/\/forfulgtekristne.dk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/03\/brunson-under-retsmoede-300x152.jpeg\" alt=\"\" \/><span data-contrast=\"auto\">I cried more in those two years than I <\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">had\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">gjor<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">t<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"><\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">i\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">the for<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">owning\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">48. But my crisis of faith was not being persecuted<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">;\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">It was feeling abandoned. I was so worn out and tired of fighting. I wanted to be in\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">h<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">imlen. I would rather be in heaven than in a Turkish prison. So I cried out to God and complained:\u00a0<\/span><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Now as I walk in the valley of death. Now in my desperation. In the darkest hour of my life. God let me remind you that it <\/span><\/i><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">e<\/span><\/i><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">For Jesus, I am suffering.<\/span><\/i><span data-contrast=\"auto\"><\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">I thought<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0I was tenacious. I was an experienced missionary. I planted many churches, which<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">the<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"><\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">does not<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0if\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">the<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"><\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">vi<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">l<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0be popular in Muslim countries. I had been shot at. I've worked with refugees in war zones, but the challenges in prison were beyond my strength.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">What did you learn in prison?\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/b><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"I was weak and broken, and without his grace\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">was<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0I never got through it, but even in my most difficult time, when I felt abandoned, alone and God was silent, my cry was: I love you Jesus. That is precious. Cow<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">s<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">tangible for the Lord. In prison, I realized that the most important thing is not<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0is<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0To sense the presence of God. Don't get me wrong! I still want the presence of God, and I\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">seeks out<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0I still need him. The deepest need for me was simple surrender, simple faithfulness, simple love.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">The biographies I had read about Christian prisoners of conscience did not prepare me for this at all. I had a rosy picture of what it means to be persecuted for the sake of Christ. I had read about those who had been imprisoned and had encounters with Jesus or where angels came and strengthened them. I really wanted that. I begged and prayed for it every day, but it didn't happen.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">What I've heard<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0After I came out of\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">incarcerated<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">easy<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">is<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0that many have an experience<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0that is similar to mine. That many<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0who are imprisoned for Jesus' sake have the same experience as me. Once in a while there might be a little light, but it\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">will<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">is rare.\u00a0<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">We know he is there because he has said that he will never let us down or leave us. But if he is present, why can't I feel his presence? Where is the comfort? Where are the embracing arms?<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"><\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><b><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">God had a question for me<\/span><\/i><\/b><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">I was so focused on my<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0own<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0Questions<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0that they engulfed me, but God also had a question for me<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">:<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"><\/span><i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Andrew, will you be offended or will you still love me? Will you still give your heart to me? Will you pass the test?<\/span><\/i><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0God tests his sons and daughters. I am not saying<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0That God\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">f<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">o<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">r<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">year<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">cases\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">evil, because he is not out to get us<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0and he is not the source of our<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">s<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">suffering. But he uses suffering to test us, and it's true<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0that he gives difficult tasks to his children<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">. D<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">e\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">can be painful,\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">for\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Because they can stretch us<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0Beyond what we thought<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0We could and beyond that<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0we expected. Think about those people<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0you look up to most in Bib<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">e<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">len. Paul, David<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">and<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0Daniel. These are some of the\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">The Bible's<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"><\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Heroes. I will mention Moses, Abraham, Joseph<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0and<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0David. Try it\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">and<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Think about<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0what they've been through.\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">The<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"><\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">was<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0through hard times, and they were friends of God. See how he\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Anyway\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">treats them. All God's friends went through a time of trial, and here they experienced<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0responses were delayed, and<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0that<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0They felt betrayed and experienced God's silence. In that time of trial, God knew well<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"><\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">that\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">They will<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">the<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0struggle and that it would be a difficult time<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">. M<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">but he did it anyway<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0and they got through it<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0remained faithful and were not offended<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">of<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">. They came out of it like leprechauns. And maybe that's actually why<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0They were friends with God.<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Many go through the valley of trial, and if you have never been there, you will be there<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">to<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0Sometimes we think<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">that we are\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Very triumphant. We are the victory<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">d<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">e. I have the Holy Spirit<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0so of course I make it through it all<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">.<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"><\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">M<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">and\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Not everyone makes it through, because the Valley of Trials is filled with dead bones and skeletons. These are the bones of the faithful<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0who didn't pass the test. Not that they won't go to heaven, because that's something completely different, but they\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">stopped in\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">their vocation and ministry, and<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0lost the closeness\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">Community<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0they had with God. So maybe they're going to heaven, but they've missed out on those victories<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\u00a0as God would have<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">,<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\"> they were to experience. There is a presence, a deep friendship that only\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">comes through being tested. Untested love, untested devotion, untested loyalty, is not proven. Untested love can be very real, sincere and heartfelt, but it doesn't have\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">out<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">put to the test<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">reader<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">.<\/span><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><b><span data-contrast=\"auto\">\"I don't need answers to my questions to have a relationship with you\"<\/span><\/b><span data-ccp-props=\"{&quot;201341983&quot;:0,&quot;335559739&quot;:160,&quot;335559740&quot;:259}\"><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span data-contrast=\"auto\">I am\u00a0<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">doubts<\/span><span data-contrast=\"auto\">oath<\/span>&lt;span data-cras\n<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In prison, Brunson not only experienced persecution, but also went through a deep crisis of faith. 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